Good night thoughts

Even though I miss my chaos, my storm, I’m madly in love with my calm. It’s tough to hold on to 2 opposing thoughts.



Every day I dream of chaos. Everyday I wake angry the calm isn’t my chaos. It’s not his fault. It’s probably for the best. Everyday I realize if I can’t have chaos, it’s calm who will pay. Bring my chaos back to me or teach me to enjoy calms embraces.