My new goals are to be open and accepting to life and to be open and accepting on myself when i fall short. To fall into opportunity when i get a chance even if it scares me and to try and be kinder to everyone in general. To look with more optimism, even if I’m homeless there are still good things and I’m not out of the game yet. I will read more and i will write more. I don’t know what’s going to happen. It could be the worst decision of my life, it could be the best. Only time will tell.
Only time my lovelies, XOXO
It is better to take many small steps in the right direction than to make a great leap forward only to stumble backward.”
– CHINESE PROVERB
Yea so we have to leave Portland. We did not plan and didn’t handle the stress of not planning very well. So off we go to regroup and start over. Dealing with the judgment of others is what scared me the most but that’s just another thing i need to work on.
XOXO my lovely star lit dreamers, I hope you find some good in today.
We’ve decided to leave Portland. We can’t afford it here, i hate driving here, maybe once i work on handling stress i can come back to a big city. Until then we have til Sunday to figure out the car again and which direction we’ll go.