The homesickness has left. It’s been replaced, don’t worry. I feel that this was all a giant mistake and i don’t know where to even begin to fix it. Moving with no money, accepting jobs i don’t know if i can do, no place to live, the fucking rain won’t go away and let me organize my car. Maybe go get a storage unit. My neck has decided to stop functioning. Everything is grrr right now. Grrr….